ah i feel so silly. i think i kind of over-reacted yst. really sorry if my surge of emotions caused me to implicate anyone. and well im definitely not upset with anyone. so what if they think the decisions made are screwed. so what if they think we're the culprits behind this. i'll just do what im supposed to do. and i'll do it to the best of my ability. afterall, i may have been guilty of being like this before. so maybe it takes smth like this to happen before i value the importance of appreciation and encouragement.

ohwells. at least hazel and i managed to wake up at 2am on monday morning to catch the finals. but uh FRANCE LOST. waste my time only -.- but my body clock rocks la. it knows how to function in order to give me optimal sleep. i watched the first half, where the 2 goals were scored. then i fell asleep during half time. and i remained sub-conscious for the rest of the time. and i finally woke up just before penalty. HAHA. OPTIMAL SLEEP WITHOUT MISSING THE ACTION =) ohwells. i think this match was rather boring....not much uh action...EXCEPT FOR ZIDANE'S HEADBUTT. HAHAHA. aiya but i missed it! i woke up just in time to see the referee raise the red card...=/ sigh...zidane zidane what were you thinking. maybe he wanted to make an eminent and memorable end to his career so in a state of desperation he headbutt-ed. XD

ohwells. past few days have been chionging bio pt. in the process of googling for the nutritional value of tau suan, i have come across many distractions, including the very amusing nutritional calculator and the weight processor. I SHOULDNT HAVE PROCESSED MY WEIGHT. because i used to think i was borderline healthy. but im uh...WAY BELOW HEALTHY. IM UNDERWEIGHT. sighhhhh.

oh yst i missed the first episode of love at 0 degrees! coz i was recuperating from watching the world cup. then roo was laughing at me and i kept bugging her in school today to sms me to make sure im awake and i dont miss the show. and today i didnt miss it! yayyyyyyy =D OH BUT. roo sms-ed me 10:36pm, aka when she just woke up, to tell me she OVERSLEPT. WAHAHA. PRO! see roo now we're fair and square! XD wheeee <3333RUI EN!