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everyone's going crazy over all the sciences now. there's just so much to cram into our already-very-saturated brain. esp chem and bio. 6 topics for bio...*cries* and well, somehow even though im pushing myself to study really hard these 2 weeks, i have this feeling im gona flunk. simply because there's just so much to study!

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and i know no matter how hard i study, no matter how much stuff i can cram into my brain, if i don't trust Him, i won't be able to do it.

and i know i haven't really been counting on Him lately. i spent hours studying the past few days, late into the night, or rather, early morning. and every night before i go to sleep i'd just utter the same "help me do well for my EOYs" line and then rush through my devotion in less than 10 minutes.

but....the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.

i feel empty =(